goodbye 2010

dear heart.
You’re weird.
First you gave love a chance, loving the wrong person for so long.
You gave it all you had and let yourself open without thinking that you would ever get hurt.
you loved with all you had even though you knew that the other heart did not love you as much. You kept loving and loving, hoping that you & the other heart will meet half way. Then the time actually came, the time where you got hurt. you were completely broken & shattered. So broken that everybody noticed it. You didn’t want to give love a chance again; never again. Why would you give love another chance when you have gone through so much bullshit and lies? He ripped you out dear heart, and stepped all over you, crushing you to pieces and then just left you there without even cleaning you up! Dear heart; I’m very sorry. So so so so so sorry that I put you through so much hurt & pain. That is why I will kep you locked up. I will never put you through more pain.

i went trough hell and back.
i didn't know my life was going to change. but it does. that's life.
i got shot by cupid and fell for you. hard.
Maybe it didn't end the way it was supposed to. But some day I am going to look back on this love and realize that it was preparing me for something better. and i will find my happyness one day. but happyness is a hard fucking road. but i will get there. i promise.

i don't deserve better. i deserve YOU

it's 2 late 2 say you're sorry

this is me moving on.

give back my heart that your body rejected.

nobody can take you away from me.

i love you 2 the moon and back.

we will make it togheter trough the storm.

this is side one. flip me over.

what do you believe?

i didn't mean to fuck everything up.

nothing happens without a reason.

lets get lost togheter.

be young and wild.

great things happen in the blink of an eye

when nothing goes right. GO LEFT.

fact.

this is me moving on.



we're never alone. we have ourselves, dreams and eachother! ('ll)

i'm sorry 4 not being what you wanted.

every time she laughs
she hope's he is watching.
not so he sees she's happy.
but that maybe just maybe
he will fall for her smile
just as hard as she fell for his..

bestfriends always and forever.

XXXXXXXXXXXX

tears for you.

The love you had for your ex isn’t the same as with someone new, each love is different. I think the love is just “inactive”; you can’t delete someone you truly loved. It’s almost like a facebook account, you can just inactivate your account, never delete it. If you want to and the time is right you can recreate it, but the pages have changed and so have you.

I really thought you were the love of my life. And perhaps in the future, we can be together again. So I inactivate you, try to bury my feelings for you. Because right know we're not right for each other.

forever yours.

hate is no option, i still love you and i always will. -

did you forget everything we had?

where morning dawns and evening fades.

you’re all i ever wanted

i think of you every second of every day
you’re my favourite subject to talk about
when i hug you i wish i could never let go
most of all my dreams have you in them
and i always get excited when i see you again
& i’m just completly in love with you.-

forever made me cry.

what's understood don't gotta be explained

since I've lost you : I'm lost too

 ‘’sometimes’’ said pooh,

‘’the smallest things take up the most room in your heart’’

Sometimes i can’t even make myself get out of bed.
I just don’t want to see anyone. I’d much rather be alone.
But at the same time, being alone is what makes me feel this way.
I want somebody to show me that i am worth everything. I need
someone to show me that i am not going to be alone forever..